Imagine not having to ‘try’ at life?” ~ Adamus Saint Germain
Wow. I haven’t blogged here for a few months. I know. I haven’t tried. No shoulds, musts or goals. As my friend Adamus Saint Germain likes to say “Goals suck!” Wise angel.
When I first created this website and blog, I didn’t want the discipline or commitment of writing daily, weekly or monthly. Only when inspired. You see I’m a recovering Capricorn. A recovering perfectionist who use to get “straight A’s ” in school, always met and surpassed sales goals at work and got the dust bunnies to do a disappearing act at the drop of a hat with company coming. I thought, like many, that by controlling and maintaining outside reality and the illusion of perfection, all would be well – and happy. The key to the universe. Not!
Fifty some years later this lifetime I’m finally realizing that all IS well whether I do another damned thing or not…. That energy will continue to serve me when I get out of the way and out of my mind. That life and living CAN be easy and way more fun when you take your hands off the steering wheel and stop the backseat driving.
If you’re wondering WTF I’m going with this, stay with me…
My last blog was about doing renos on my home. I felt guided to start without the money to do it but just took it one room at a time. I had also previously committed to go to an important consciousness workshop in Kauai in March again based on guidance not my bank account “reality” None of this really made any sense in the fiscal “cents”. All very spirit driven just one choice at a time.
My mind was telling me that when I returned from Kauai, I better get busy and get the house back on the market for spring. I’d better make it perfect and finish those painting touch ups. Get the yard cleaned up.Get new photos. Get a new realtor. Figure it out. Plan. Process. Proceed.
In the meantime I thoroughly enjoyed myself in Kauai with the friends, the food, the beauty and the inspiring seminar with Crimson Circle. I was living and breathing in the essence of Me!
Shortly after returning, I had a phone message. A couple who had viewed my home in the fall (sans renos!) were coming out from Calgary and wanted to know if the house was still for sale. They came, they saw and they offered to buy. All within a couple of weeks. No realtors. No complicated contracts or commissions. No drama. Easy!
Just last week the deal closed and my son and I will remain living here, enJOYING life in the Okanagan until the end of summer – rent free, no debt, abundance all around. I’m amazed right now at all the friends who ask “Where are you going? What will you do?” I know that I will continue to breathe, choose life, trust in my Self and allow the NEXT to unfold with ease and grace. New adventures await!
All IS Well!